The fed ups

I'm not in a great mood at the moment, in fact I'm in a rubbish mood.

It's been 5 and a half months since I lost my job, and I keep thinking that mentally I can't get any lower than I am, but I still manage to sink further and further as far as my mood and sanity goes. I'm stuck in my house pretty much all the time, and I don't have any friends left any more to spend time with to take my mind off my life.

I have very little in my life worth living for, and sometimes I do wonder what the point is in carrying on.