Sunday 7 February 2010

Trying to get with it again!

It's been ages since I last blogged, and ages since I last managed to stay on track on my diet, I'm sad to say! Since I started back in August, there hasn't been a week that I've managed to stay totally on track with no slip ups, something has always tempted me away!

So I've decided something really needs to change! A lot has happened since September, I finally managed to get a job, working in a secondary school, which I really love as it's giving me the chance to do new things and meet new people, and I'm pretty much my own boss! So because of that I'm now earning money, I finally bought my own car, and I'm making some new friends! No men as of yet, but I guess it can't all happen at once!

So this week I'm making yet another change! I'm going to a different WW group with a different leader. I've been struggling for months and always felt I had little support from my leader, I partly don't blame her because
I've been starting and stopping with her since I was about 17, so I guess she's sort of given up on me, but that's really not what I need, I'm desparate for some encouragement and motivation, not someone who has given up on me before I've even started!

My current goal at the moment is to get out of the dreaded 16's, I've been stuck in them since August, and am at the heaviest I've been for a while, since I put on half a stone I'd spent so long trying to lose before christmas, so I've now lost just over a stone again, and I'm desparate to lose my christmas weight.

I'd love to be able to wear dresses and short sleeved tops by the summer, and not feel embarassed, so I need to get focused again, and get back to the gym!